love is like ghost....

Love likes a ghost that most people will trust it

but few of them can meet it

爱情啊！就像是鬼

相信的人多，遇到的人很少

sad.....(16/12/09)

This night my friend Ah Hua suddenly msn find me........

i feel very shock,because this guy first time chat with me since i had his hotmail added in my contact list....

he ask me now what your choice? bn or cys........

what the heck i really feel so stun....

how he know i like cys.......

human nature sure will quickly ask how he received this kind information......

he type he knew because of her blog.......

he send me the link and gave me few minutes to read through it......

she seems like misunderstood me....

haiz..............

now all already pass...

she already had his own boy friend....

i quite sad .......

hope she happy with this guy..........

Finally i back.........

Don't know why so stress these few month....

tired in love,career and my family this few basic issue.........

really many things to think......

and i become lazy compare to last semester.....

my motivation suddenly gone because of her......

i don't know but i really wan change back.....

say is easy but action will be more difficult....

but i try....

however still ineffective........

maybe my goal or u all can say as target had gone ....

now i like a idiot without the soul....

which say as I'm a zombie.......

maybe zombie also better than me because they still fighting for their fresh no matter what condition......

time management this is the first thing i need to control......

stop smoking is the second thing i need to do....

but really very hard.....

but i will try my best....

start from now....