having supper with Dennis's Friends

2nite i having supper with the people listed below:
1}Dennis
2}Dennis gf Alice
3}Alice brother Kai Kai
4}Kai Kai gf Mei Mei
5}Wan ting
6}Ah ying
the purpose that call me having this supper with them is to give an opportunity to me and ah ying...
i know that and quickly accept this invitation....
started i think just a normal supper with them...
but at the middle of the meal Dennis told me that i have chance to having her to my gf...
after i heard that my feeling got a little bit happy of it...
i decide tell her that want her to my gf at this year chrismas....
finally...
now i should concentrate at my TAX exam ..
after that i will try hard to flirt her no matter what..
wait me ah ying...

kah yao birthday 27/8/2010

just now i having a great time with 2 buddys LEE KAH YAO and AH WOO...

we did'nt buy a cake to celebrate his birthday with ah woo......

but we keep chat and entertain each other with some funny topic...

but we also got chat about his wish and how he feel in this year birthday..

he said is already satisfy ..

but through his eye i feel that he want a girl fren or ppl he like celebrate with him.....

he is a very great guy among my fren...

he dun smoke dun drink alcohol and no lcly...

dunno why this kind of fren still single like me..

why he didnt got girl fall in love with him...

he quite desire to love..

hope he get his love as soon as possible....

buddy i will always wish you ..

make my decision...

i now have a very complicated decision have to make....

is about love....

actually im not reli easy have feeling with girls...

expect 1 girl....

this girl name called" Tan Bee Nah"...

i dunno whether i stupid or what....

i reli got feeling with her until now...

almost 8 years and she also rejected me for 3 times....

no feel mean no feel...

i like her not because of her look or body...

is just that she got an angel face..

her smile is just like a motivation for me...

but in this week i finally told my buddy Dennis that i got feeling with her friend from johor same village with him...

so he and his gf help me to flirt her but that night i made this decision cause me more stress before im exam...

i dunno why, my head just become empty ...

i reli dun have this feeling with fren but why i lie to them that i like her...

maybe i reli too lonely and tired think about Tan Bee Nah....

so my buddy dennis keep ask me dun play play hurt ppl feeling...

and i said im reli real this time...

i hope im reli like her in these days....

and Tan Bee Nah i reli feel sorry to you, i cant like u anymore because i reli feel suffer every time im think about you...

you reli a nice and a beautiful girl i never seen before and also the only girl that hurt me the most...

maybe this is the only way to console myself that i didnt make a wrong decision...

i dun have the qualification to like u because i lie to everyone ....

and give the happiness that i should give u to another girl that i dunno whether got feeling anot..

hope you all the best Tan Bee Nah..

sorry to my buddy and her gf Alice..

but i will still continue my action to ah ying your fren because i promise you two ....