make my decision...

i now have a very complicated decision have to make....

is about love....

actually im not reli easy have feeling with girls...

expect 1 girl....

this girl name called" Tan Bee Nah"...

i dunno whether i stupid or what....

i reli got feeling with her until now...

almost 8 years and she also rejected me for 3 times....

no feel mean no feel...

i like her not because of her look or body...

is just that she got an angel face..

her smile is just like a motivation for me...

but in this week i finally told my buddy Dennis that i got feeling with her friend from johor same village with him...

so he and his gf help me to flirt her but that night i made this decision cause me more stress before im exam...

i dunno why, my head just become empty ...

i reli dun have this feeling with fren but why i lie to them that i like her...

maybe i reli too lonely and tired think about Tan Bee Nah....

so my buddy dennis keep ask me dun play play hurt ppl feeling...

and i said im reli real this time...

i hope im reli like her in these days....

and Tan Bee Nah i reli feel sorry to you, i cant like u anymore because i reli feel suffer every time im think about you...

you reli a nice and a beautiful girl i never seen before and also the only girl that hurt me the most...

maybe this is the only way to console myself that i didnt make a wrong decision...

i dun have the qualification to like u because i lie to everyone ....

and give the happiness that i should give u to another girl that i dunno whether got feeling anot..

hope you all the best Tan Bee Nah..

sorry to my buddy and her gf Alice..

but i will still continue my action to ah ying your fren because i promise you two ....